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dernier_verre

I really cannot decide where I want to go for college.
It's between New York where I could have an in with a great photographer and possibly do an internship and both SVA and Pratt look amazing, Seattle where I have family and Cornish is a fantastic school, or Portland where I am really drawn to for some reason and PNCA looks really rad, and my friend tells me it is.

Shit. shit shit. I'll be visiting PNCA hopefully in November, but not new york until next spring. I hope I can figure this out soon.

Kevin Drew's new album, Spirit If is amazing.
I'm so psyched to see Broken Social Scene play it at the Fillmore at the end of October.

I have a huge sore throat right now, which sucks. But on the upside, I'm going to see Arcade Fire tonight!

Schedule an appointment for a haircut.
Paint my room ASAP. (also get a new rug/shade. curtains?)
Stop dropping f-bombs every other word.
STOP PROCRASTINATING SO MUCH. (It's only the second? week of school and I'm already not doing my homework at home)
Decide what colleges I'm applying to and start doing essays/apps
Take more photographs & add to portfolio(Holga portraits!)
Stop being so damn negative about everything i do or make.
Save my money and maybe buy this!
Go to a piercing/tattoo place and get 14 or 12g plugz.
Decide which coat I will buy between this in navy or this. (Input?)
Figure out when I will go to London to visit my sister.
Eat out less.
Eat more healthily. (not so much pizza after work!)



I got my comforter in the mail today. It's pretty rad.

Well well well.
I'm sitting here at my computer having milk and a cookie, avoiding my AP Spanish summer assignment that I should have been doing throughout the summer, but unfortunately, I did not. Tomorrow is my first day of school. It's really quite mind boggling. I think I'd like at least one more week.

I've had a lovely summer. Far too short.
I met so many beautiful people whom I will miss (for only a year, hopefully) so so much.

Maybe I won't procrastinate this year. ha.

I am home again from camp. I wish i weren't. On saturday/sunday I had to say goodbye to so many people whom I love so dearly and it was so hard to see them go. Saturday night I drank 40s with Hannah and Jesse which was premium. At the moment I'm finishing one they only drank half of. Everything i see or do is reminding me of camp. : (

Today I drove to San Francisco to buy a ticket for a wolf parade show in september for waaay too much money. It will totally be worth it though. The ticket was from an older dude who is apparently going and he said 'with this ticket you'll get a free drink.' [it was not said in a creepy way. just a nice 'you're spending way too fucking much for this ticket so i'll make up for it' kind of thing] Also, I don't think he knows i'm under 21 (let alone under 18) but i'm going to use this to my advantage. ahha. Maybe i'll just be druunnnk at this show. And i'm not driving! so it will all work out.

HOLY SHIT Random Spirit Lover (sunset rubdown's new album which leaked on the internets) is incredible. It will live in my car forever.

ew two day old 40s are naaaaasty



Also, my birthday is in 17 days which means school is in 15 days. fuck.

I have a meeting at a modeling agency in the city at one.
I hope they like me. I could have a bunch of money to spend on INSTRUMENTS!! or CAMERAS!! or a MINI!!


So today I got a check for $21 for my photos winning at the fair.
I was rewarded SO generously.


Soon I will bike from my house to the beach at china camp with my friend Ryan while he longboards. it's gonna be rad. and VERY tiring.

oh man, saved AIM conversations with someone I used to like are making me lol so hard.

tomorrow night will be grand! (after i close at work, that is)

listening to Kraftwerk at 2:30 in the morning while I'm falling asleep is really weird.

People (guys) think I'm way older than I really am.


Last night, I was with my friend Kira at this restaurant/bar called Rafters in San Rafael where her friend Miles (the son of the guitarist of Journey)'s band was playing. They were having an intermission and this guy wearing a weird fedora, a t-shirt and rust coloured pants walked past me who looked in his mid 20's and said hi and I just kind of shrugged it off. About two minutes later as Kira and I were leaving, he walked up to me and the conversation went like this:

guy: 'So are those Keds to match your age, or your personality?'
me: 'I don't know, I just wear them'
guy: 'well how old are you?'
me: 'uhh, I'm almost 17'
guy:(he gets SO embarrassed that he's hitting on a minor)'Jesus Christ! What are you doing out on a week night!?' (and it was like, not even 10:00 yet)
me: 'well, I just got off work and it's summer. Wait, how old did you think I was?'
guy: (still so embarrassed) 'I thought you were AT LEAST 20. Jesus. Sorry. I gotta go now. Bye'

Kira and I died laughing. so hard. ahhahaha


Ugh. Since I always work 5-9 or 5-9:30, and my sister has the car during the day, I never have anything to do during the day. sjkdf